I can see you now

I can see you now leaving me for her. She'd have long eyelashes, cupid mouth and a dimpled smile. Her laughter would be a song that would play over and over. She would be sweet and forgiving, always trusting.Always. Mornings filled with the scent of hot tea and your laughter. And her laughter. A congregation of her joy and your joy. She would be what I never was, long legs and tan skin. You would draw shapes with your fingertips on her back like promises of love on paper. And you'd hear about me through whispers of someone or other. You would remember me, but only for a minute. Years would pass and fly at us. You filled with her laughter. We would meet on the streets of a crowded place by chance, my body heavy with child. You and I, and everything that was left unsaid and every kiss that was forgotten. You would remember our last passionate embrace, lips grinding against each other trying to steal each other's essence. The sigh before our lips disconnected. You would imagine a life of just you and me, of waking up each morning to hear my groggy voice, to see my pale skin as it seems to shine in the moonlight. To see me grow with the fruit of our promises and hopes. We would only speak certain pleasantries, and you'd only hear my voice caress you again in your dreams.