let the anger begin

I get angry easily when people repeat the same thing over and over. Example, my friend left for a month to another country, two days before i'm asked to hang out. From the start of the day i say no, that i shall see my friend the next day and say good bye. Now, every time i say something like "but you forgot again to hang out" or "you ditched me", the same story about how i did not want to hang out comes out. Then i get angry and say "we didn't make plans for that day so i decline". Then, "Why do you have to get so angry for?"
Seriously, do i have to repeat myself? Now i am trying to work through my anger. I hate when people repeat an offend that i haven't even done over and over. Anger! ANGER! Heart wrenching anger. I also don't like to go out everyday unless we go out to do something fun. I hate wasting money on things that are not necessary unless of course it's extremely CUTE CLOTHING.


I'm suppose to go to mountain creek tomorrow.